I drew a big circle with a line through it on the top of my hand in black sharpie to tell myself not to smoke; I haven't had a cigarette since Saturday night. I even went to the bar tonight for about three hours and still didn't have one. I'm better than that. I turn 25 on Sunday. I also didn't have any cream in my coffee the past two days. And tonight at the bar I had vodka and soda instead of vodka and sprite. Woohoo!
However, I'm also doubting some other things in life right now. I'm thinking of sharp objects. And just bad stuff. Again, I'm turning 25 soon; I should be over all this shit.